Whats Happened Lately

Ok so sorry it has been awhile but to catch up on what has been going on. Ally is starting to walk. It is cute cause she is one of those babies that she will do it when she wants and when she is ready too. Gotta love being a parent. Rylees hair is really short now. Long story full of hair cut experiances. I am not dating a sweet guy. But I am taking it step by step. I dont want to rush into anything until I know for sure. I will be starting at Target this weekend. I am so excited. So you will all have to come say hi. It is the one in orem off of center street. But that is all I can think of for now.

Back Home Again

So we are finally back in Utah for good. It is so nice to finally be back with everyone. We missed our family so much and it seems like we were missed as well. I will hopefully be getting back on at target this week. Then the girls will be going to a day care called Kinder Care. It is such a good place. They work with the kids and teach them some fun things which will be good for Rylee it will get her ready for school. She is so excited to go there and so is Ally. When we went to check it out Ally wanted to get down and play with they kids. Soooo Cute.

But I am back living in Lindon with my Parents and my number is still 995-2304. So if any friends would like to get together to do play dates with the kids or just get together and do a girls night let me know.

Also now that we are living back at home it is fun for the girls because Rylee and Ally have someone to play with. Michael and Dlaina are living in the basement and Ethan and the girls are really both enjoying some one to play with. I will try to get some pics on here soon. Love ya all.

Church

I am so proud of Rylee today. When we went to church today and dropped her off at nursery she was a little nervous at first but she did it. She stayed in there the whole time and they didnt have to come get me. I am so proud with how big she is getting and also how grown up.

Plus lately she has been so excited to learn about jesus. She says that she loves jesus and that she wants to go to the temple. And right now she is making up a song about heavenly father. What a gift children are. They can be such an example to us in so many ways. I hope that I can start to be as loving and forgiving as her.

You would all be proud I have been reading the scriptures almost everyday and praying every morning and night. I like Rylee would like to be able to go to the temple some day. I have seen how happy it makes families and couples who get married and sealed in the temple. I want to be with my family forever. I miss you all and hope to see you all soon.

Vegas Life For A Single Mom

So I am adjusting to just moving from utah to vegas and I am having a little bit of a hard time. It is really hard when everyone is asleep or in the room with someone and you are out in the family room to really thing about how lonely you really are. I know it sounds pitiful but I just feel sad when I have time to think about the direction my life has taken me. I have had a beautiful little girl. Been married then divorced. Had another beautiful little girl then dumped and hurt by many men. I know that it was for the best that those things happened but it doesnt make it any easier. I would talk to my family about it but I just dont want to hear that I told you so or that I knew it wouldnt work out. I havent been here long so I want to give it a try.

I am excited that I finally have 2 job offers and I cant wait to start working at one of them. I know that will help out with the lonely feeling. I will being doing something productive. Then I also wont feel like I have to clean the whole house all the time. Do the dishes everynight. I appreciate them taking me in and giving me a chance at a new start. I just in a way feel lost in this world. I dont know what I should do. Where should I live? Or how I am going to make it?? Ok so the last one is one you never really know.

I really dont know my way around here so that doesnt help the situation but I dont really have any where to go. Plus I do need to go anywhere I map quest it. I thank heaven that we have that. Other wise I would never leave the appartment. I guess it is just hard living in a new place with not too many people that you know. So once I start going to the singles ward that would probably take care of that.

I am not sure if this is what you are suppose to do on a blog page but this is how I am using mine. This is my way of showing who the real me is.

Thank You

Ok so I just had to add for today that Ally now says thankyou all the time and it sounds so freakin cute. Gotta love Ally. Kids are what makes life so exciting. Sorry it sounds like I am advertising people to have kids. Well I guess people should if they want too.

Which Job to Chose

Ok so I have a delema. As most of you know I have moved to Nevada and have been looking for a job. And what a chore that has been especially in times like this. But any ways so I have recieved 2 job offers. One from Target, which they have been a pain because they have been telling me diffrent things each time I talk to them. Then the Marriott has offered me a job in house keeping which I got the job offer right when I went in.

Target- Will start me out at 7.50, I will be working on the sales floor, I should have had orientation 2 days ago which they canceled on me, It is a full time position and the lastest I would ever be there is 10 pm.

Marriott- I will get paid different prices for the different sizes of rooms which are time shares. I will have 3 days off and 4 days on. It is a full time position. I will get paid weekley. It is open 24 hours so hours can vary.

So I need your help. Any advice or information on both jobs would help out. I want to chose the best job for me and I am looking for votes on which to chose. This really all the information I have right now. Let me know.

Rylee's Self Hair Cut

So Liz walked into her bathroom last night after the girls fell asleep and found that there was a good chunky of blonde hair on the floor and called me in. I knew that hair color from anywhere and I knew it was Rylee's hair. I wanted to cry just seeing it. I didn't even pay attention to how her hair looked when she was laying by me. When she woke up I noticed it was all in the front and when we asked he why she did it. She said she was cutting her banges. The other bad thing is that I have no money to get her hair fix and when it does get fix it is going to be a short hair cut. So parents. Always watch your kids. Be cautious when it gets quiet and never ever let your little girl play with scissors. Cause then you have to get all that beautiful hair cut short.:( Dlaina I wish we lived closer so that you could try to fix it.