Pierced Ears

So rylee has been bugging me for along time that she has been wanting to get her ears pierced and I decided that I would take her and let them go through the process and if she would let them that she could get it done. So she started out good letting them clean and mark her ears but then when I put her on my lap to actually get it done she did good up until they had the earring guns at her ears.After it was done she only cried for a few seconds and them was fine. But not too long after was she out there showing them off to everyone. They look really cute. They are diamond flowers and she loves them. She said that she wanted her sister to go get her ears done so that she could be like her and her grandma. You gotta love kids!!! I know I do.

Missionaries

So The missionaries came over because I feel that it will help me learn more and stay closer to god. But any ways it was funny because ally was sitting by them flirting with them like the cute little flirt she is and so Rylee took that as an oppertunity too get into trouble. That always seems to happen when I am trying to do things like that. Like everytime I read the scriptures she will mess the room up. Grrrr. Ha ah ha. I dont know what that was?? So doesnt it seem like that always happens though that every time you try to do something spiritual or I guess I should say anything for you kids get into trouble. Like right now for instance I bet you can never guess who is off getting into trouble. So I will go and leave it at this.

Whats Happened Lately

Ok so sorry it has been awhile but to catch up on what has been going on. Ally is starting to walk. It is cute cause she is one of those babies that she will do it when she wants and when she is ready too. Gotta love being a parent. Rylees hair is really short now. Long story full of hair cut experiances. I am not dating a sweet guy. But I am taking it step by step. I dont want to rush into anything until I know for sure. I will be starting at Target this weekend. I am so excited. So you will all have to come say hi. It is the one in orem off of center street. But that is all I can think of for now.

Back Home Again

So we are finally back in Utah for good. It is so nice to finally be back with everyone. We missed our family so much and it seems like we were missed as well. I will hopefully be getting back on at target this week. Then the girls will be going to a day care called Kinder Care. It is such a good place. They work with the kids and teach them some fun things which will be good for Rylee it will get her ready for school. She is so excited to go there and so is Ally. When we went to check it out Ally wanted to get down and play with they kids. Soooo Cute.

But I am back living in Lindon with my Parents and my number is still 995-2304. So if any friends would like to get together to do play dates with the kids or just get together and do a girls night let me know.

Also now that we are living back at home it is fun for the girls because Rylee and Ally have someone to play with. Michael and Dlaina are living in the basement and Ethan and the girls are really both enjoying some one to play with. I will try to get some pics on here soon. Love ya all.

Church

I am so proud of Rylee today. When we went to church today and dropped her off at nursery she was a little nervous at first but she did it. She stayed in there the whole time and they didnt have to come get me. I am so proud with how big she is getting and also how grown up.

Plus lately she has been so excited to learn about jesus. She says that she loves jesus and that she wants to go to the temple. And right now she is making up a song about heavenly father. What a gift children are. They can be such an example to us in so many ways. I hope that I can start to be as loving and forgiving as her.

You would all be proud I have been reading the scriptures almost everyday and praying every morning and night. I like Rylee would like to be able to go to the temple some day. I have seen how happy it makes families and couples who get married and sealed in the temple. I want to be with my family forever. I miss you all and hope to see you all soon.

Vegas Life For A Single Mom

So I am adjusting to just moving from utah to vegas and I am having a little bit of a hard time. It is really hard when everyone is asleep or in the room with someone and you are out in the family room to really thing about how lonely you really are. I know it sounds pitiful but I just feel sad when I have time to think about the direction my life has taken me. I have had a beautiful little girl. Been married then divorced. Had another beautiful little girl then dumped and hurt by many men. I know that it was for the best that those things happened but it doesnt make it any easier. I would talk to my family about it but I just dont want to hear that I told you so or that I knew it wouldnt work out. I havent been here long so I want to give it a try.

I am excited that I finally have 2 job offers and I cant wait to start working at one of them. I know that will help out with the lonely feeling. I will being doing something productive. Then I also wont feel like I have to clean the whole house all the time. Do the dishes everynight. I appreciate them taking me in and giving me a chance at a new start. I just in a way feel lost in this world. I dont know what I should do. Where should I live? Or how I am going to make it?? Ok so the last one is one you never really know.

I really dont know my way around here so that doesnt help the situation but I dont really have any where to go. Plus I do need to go anywhere I map quest it. I thank heaven that we have that. Other wise I would never leave the appartment. I guess it is just hard living in a new place with not too many people that you know. So once I start going to the singles ward that would probably take care of that.

I am not sure if this is what you are suppose to do on a blog page but this is how I am using mine. This is my way of showing who the real me is.

Thank You

Ok so I just had to add for today that Ally now says thankyou all the time and it sounds so freakin cute. Gotta love Ally. Kids are what makes life so exciting. Sorry it sounds like I am advertising people to have kids. Well I guess people should if they want too.