Vegas Life For A Single Mom

So I am adjusting to just moving from utah to vegas and I am having a little bit of a hard time. It is really hard when everyone is asleep or in the room with someone and you are out in the family room to really thing about how lonely you really are. I know it sounds pitiful but I just feel sad when I have time to think about the direction my life has taken me. I have had a beautiful little girl. Been married then divorced. Had another beautiful little girl then dumped and hurt by many men. I know that it was for the best that those things happened but it doesnt make it any easier. I would talk to my family about it but I just dont want to hear that I told you so or that I knew it wouldnt work out. I havent been here long so I want to give it a try.

I am excited that I finally have 2 job offers and I cant wait to start working at one of them. I know that will help out with the lonely feeling. I will being doing something productive. Then I also wont feel like I have to clean the whole house all the time. Do the dishes everynight. I appreciate them taking me in and giving me a chance at a new start. I just in a way feel lost in this world. I dont know what I should do. Where should I live? Or how I am going to make it?? Ok so the last one is one you never really know.

I really dont know my way around here so that doesnt help the situation but I dont really have any where to go. Plus I do need to go anywhere I map quest it. I thank heaven that we have that. Other wise I would never leave the appartment. I guess it is just hard living in a new place with not too many people that you know. So once I start going to the singles ward that would probably take care of that.

I am not sure if this is what you are suppose to do on a blog page but this is how I am using mine. This is my way of showing who the real me is.

Thank You

Ok so I just had to add for today that Ally now says thankyou all the time and it sounds so freakin cute. Gotta love Ally. Kids are what makes life so exciting. Sorry it sounds like I am advertising people to have kids. Well I guess people should if they want too.

Which Job to Chose

Ok so I have a delema. As most of you know I have moved to Nevada and have been looking for a job. And what a chore that has been especially in times like this. But any ways so I have recieved 2 job offers. One from Target, which they have been a pain because they have been telling me diffrent things each time I talk to them. Then the Marriott has offered me a job in house keeping which I got the job offer right when I went in.

Target- Will start me out at 7.50, I will be working on the sales floor, I should have had orientation 2 days ago which they canceled on me, It is a full time position and the lastest I would ever be there is 10 pm.

Marriott- I will get paid different prices for the different sizes of rooms which are time shares. I will have 3 days off and 4 days on. It is a full time position. I will get paid weekley. It is open 24 hours so hours can vary.

So I need your help. Any advice or information on both jobs would help out. I want to chose the best job for me and I am looking for votes on which to chose. This really all the information I have right now. Let me know.

Rylee's Self Hair Cut

So Liz walked into her bathroom last night after the girls fell asleep and found that there was a good chunky of blonde hair on the floor and called me in. I knew that hair color from anywhere and I knew it was Rylee's hair. I wanted to cry just seeing it. I didn't even pay attention to how her hair looked when she was laying by me. When she woke up I noticed it was all in the front and when we asked he why she did it. She said she was cutting her banges. The other bad thing is that I have no money to get her hair fix and when it does get fix it is going to be a short hair cut. So parents. Always watch your kids. Be cautious when it gets quiet and never ever let your little girl play with scissors. Cause then you have to get all that beautiful hair cut short.:( Dlaina I wish we lived closer so that you could try to fix it.

All About Us

Hey so I am kindof new at this but here it is. So I am Rachael and I have 2 beautiful girls that are just a blessing. They can also be quite an adventure. Rylee has just turned 3 in february. She really tests me and sees what she can get away with. But I think everyone knows that at that age that is what they do. When she was born she was born a month early because i fell on some ice when I was working at babies r us. So she was little and to this day is still tiny. Then there is Ally who also had a birthday in February and has turned 1. They are so fun at this age. Just how everything seems so fun to get into. Like she loves to talk on the phone. It doesnt matter if there is even anyone on the phone to talk to she is always talking into one. Oh and she also loves to dance to that old motown music thanks to her aunt lizzie. They are both such a blessing to me and I dont know what I would do without them. I love my girls. We have been through good times and bad and are so close because of our adventures.

I am trying to make it through this crazy world and have recently started to read the book of mormon. I was thinking that for so long of being raised in the church I have never really read it all the way through. I feel that maybe that would help me understand things a little better and be a happier person. I want to some day find a best friend who loves me and my girls enough to want to have us all be sealed in the temple together. I know that I have done alot of stuff that I am not proud of. But I want to be able to be a better person. I am getting there. I love my family so much.

That is all I can really think of to say about myself. Oh we have recently moved to Henderson, NV to live with my Step Sister Liz and her soon to be husband Luke.